the fading star

“Side A” of the “cassette” is Epsilon Aurigae A

(Moon/Luna/Eris)

”Side B” of the “cassette” is Epsilon Aurigae B

(Aten/Eden)

The two “twins” go retrograde (“at war”) around “Easter” time when we are aligned with the B side.

If you were born under Epsilon Aurigae B (Aten/Eden) “the 27 club”, PRIOR TO THE “moon landing” you’re probably fine if you take care of your body and mind you have an accretion level approximately .5 higher than someone born in the same city outside of that cycle.

Anyone born after June 1969 “moon landing” is sort of, born under, or near, Ep.A/Ep.B , a lot of these would have been scripted away as “Vietnam” or “aids 1.0” don’t worry you are, and yet are not “special” and if things feel weird I’m trying to tell you why.

And then pretty much anyone born after 1993 “aids” crisis 2.0 (with more “death” waves around 2001-2003. Then “swine flu” at 2012-2016. Then “covid” at 2019-2023) and people should read the Tibetan book of the dead, and be a little more careful with your lost/departeds bodies.

It won’t matter soon, because this will become a permanent four year cycle as we approach Andromeda and Singularity.

Once this is complete,

The four positions will be the “seasons” , Epsilon Aurigae B will come around Easter (“resurrection “ “Easter”) time annually rather than every 27 years. (I know that’s a number that means something to some of you. eg Brandon P)

because the “sun” will be “crucified” at Easter.

the aberrance in people’s behavior, which started manifesting yesterday, is due to Luna and Aten eclipsing “at war” , and it will hit its peak around April 20-24 2024.

As it did, rather prominently, for me around April 20, 2024.

it’s “apocalyptic” as in “unveiling” as in, you’re traveling backwards through temporal space and reality in your mind and things become apparent.

and then that’s a so called “cluster b” personality, some people were uh. Born under that on a very long 27 year cycle and were called “bipolar.”

the 28 day cycle was your “period.”

when things correct course, everyone will sort of be a “b side” approaching Easter.

Using the “twist in the magnetic tape” analogy , of a song being recorded over on a tape, yes, you may experience some things “in reverse” or “hear voices “ or get hidden insights.

but as we approach Tsion/Singularity hopefully , the “record head” will fix things and make you more consistent .

its okay to have “unpleasant thoughts” , but its kinda shitty to act on them if it’s hurting others. Nothing wrong with being an asshole if you’re like “oh hey I’m an asshole” and try to work on that.

and then this is sort of a “how to” if you find yourself in a weird sorta “orange EMP bubble” and think the worlds “ending.” It’s a little scary, okay, a lot scary the first time. I saw someone on /x/ say that “it’s a movie” (it’s not, it’s your life, and there is an astrophysical / human consciousness reason for this) or that “you’re being shown why you died” , which I also disagree with, if that happens to you and you’re still here you are being shown why you lived and maybe those “voices” are telling you of what you need to let go of. Or who you’re entangled with.

I just roll my eyes and say “no, bitch” and lock the door at this point.

James P went through that with me in 2016 and his story has something about us being “married” in a secret back yard ceremony, that’s sweet. Maybe it happened in real life for his side B somebody my side B consciousness is entangled with , I guess I’m happy for them. Or maybe that’s a future running back in time through a worm hole/pulsar aka a “flying saucer” “ufo” blah blah blah…

Fred saw a “doppelgänger” of me in Chicago the other week.. I saw a doppelgänger of Danny in Mexico City on the subway a couple years ago and it wasn’t him but..

.. then yesterday on the beach I saw someone from behind. All dapper and cute and whatever in his booty shorts and flipflops and my heart fluttered a little bit, it looked just like him.. how racist of me, thinking all Mexicans look alike.

I think “Phillip K Dick” ended up being “Phillip J Fry” because he’s entangled with his “dead” twin sister Jane under the same kind of circumstances I was born under. I’d have to look up the charting but I would guess they were both born under Ep B and that prompted all of his side B “delusions” that prompted his writings, as these events have influenced and prompted mine.

Then I remembered how Emily (Emi) had seen Katy Segal give a “lead” at AA right before she “died” listen, everybody knows Emi, everybody loves Emily, she was working on her sobriety too and we met in West Hollywood once or twice.

Just like everybody knows and loves Katy Segal.

I kind of loathed how people named dropped who they saw or what they heard at AA. But hey! I wasn’t at the meeting, I didn’t see her, I didn’t hear her share, so does that count?

I got to thinking, during this period of retrograde B entanglement, that I have “thoughts” I don’t like. But it reveals to me that I’m guilty of what I accuse others of. I say Elon is a dick or a druggie or a degenerate who runs a garbage website poorly. Well so am I. Or you think of a celebrity and if your first thought is their money or their fame. Then that’s your sin of envy or opportunism, like it would with Elon and whatever he has, so you just do your “step 10” and go. Okay I don’t like these “sins” , remove them from me, and just be happy that Emi was reunited with Katy.

what can you do to overcome that? wish a wealthy or famous person who “controls” you insight and wisdom to do the right thing with their “power” “reach” and connections. You can “wish” for them to find their family and be reunited, which no amount of money in the world can do. Because if you wish those things on others, they will come to you.

evil thoughts reflect on you, what you wish on others, also comes back to you. I just want every prisoner free and I want everyone to make it. Or in the case of my “failed” website, I just kept telling everyone all this is about, is listen to people and their stories and hold them in your hands with them, you can’t fix them or save them but you can do that.

this whole side plot of “I want authority and power over an irc chat room so badly I’ll murder you” is exactly what’s wrong with society and that’s what made a lot of those addicts the way they are . Or were.

Like when *we* took over an IRC chat room that a bunch of degenerates used to traffick children and I had people calling my boss Nathan (a navy seal) accuse me of being an internet terrorist who should be fired etc… well IT is a very small world as Keith C used to say …… I talked shit about those two , but they were great. Sandy called me a few years ago and was like “oh thank god you’re alive, you had that awful boyfriend who was rotten to you, you were hooked on drugs” this is the job I mention that I had when I went to Moscow with my first “boss” from AT&T on a joint “sightseeing” tour with BP.

Through that supervisor, I guess, I met Fred, everything and everyone chain links back one level back but I’m always me and I always have my memories……. Sort of… Kek.

How did James know what I discussed in my boss Aaron’s office in Richardson , confidentially with no devices (recall: he left a time bomb/blog detailing all of this, so no, it’s not a delusion.)

Just like everyone knows what happened to Emily because of this homemade time bomb:

And so it is that I’m leaving this blog as a home made time bomb of sorts (hi, Cuba! <3 who I was introduced to, through Jeremy Gloff.. shitty musician, shitty friend, we met because we argued over the nickname “riotboy” on efnet, which was HIS thing, “riotboy records”, and then in turn Gina Young, (team Gina. Q’s Army) ) I have Jeremy to thank for some fantastic musicians he turned me on to. He , in turn. Knows Jill Jones, who has the same birthday July 11, as David T, who lost his Army veteran wife Theresa, Jill J was fuming about the state of the world, rightfully so, years before I understood why. She didn’t give a fuck about “fans” who didn’t like her political rants. She got married and moved to Germany, don’t blame her. Prince is fantastic , but I didn’t become a fan until after he passed and I never saw Jill (aphrodites child) as a “secondary” character to Prince, just a cool friend of Jeremy’s, and I like Jill for her music – I like station. I like pissing all over the sun. I like diamonds make you happy even though that’s a sad album for her…….. Jeremy introduced me to Rew the “failed New York rocker “ , who won me over with “I’ve got skeletons in my closet” we bonded when I drunkenly screamed “I have cemeteries in mine” and on and on and on and on and on…

what I despise the most about people’s machinations, divisions, politics, censorship, “social mapping” “social distancing” and drama is that you took all of that and all of those people away from me, this must be like what 1980s “aids” was like as everyone lost musicians artists friends and dancers… to an epoch and were all lied to about the reason for it.

I thought about the orange Orgon EMP bubbles and went. Oh, girl, I’d love to go to the center on Halsted and give that bitch Kylon a GREAT BIG HUG and scream allahu akbar, lol.

The Texas group I bitched about are a bunch of free masons/odd fellows. They share a building. Enough about that place though. I heard a bell that roused me out of a jail cell if that’s not god in my life , or some piece of me that would want to continue living in 2016 then i don’t know what is.

married with children was a brilliant psyop, clowns clowns clowns clowns clowns damn it. Katy “lost the baby” for everyone to see on television so we all “knew” about it, so in a sense that’s a quantum serial experiment.

Like Janet “they have a problem with gays having fierce orgasms” Mock.. she never said what that third faint irritating buzzer was… so I get “brokenfolks” from Georgia Anne Muldrow, and if you knew who that is without looking her up we can be friends . If you dont, look up a blood orange song called “running” , she’s the one singing “you and your soul are never not one.” And maybe someday we’ll all be friends.

and then what doc and Travis did to me was create a sort of “tulpa” under hypnosis in Kansas, and certain “suggestive stimuli” on image boards/anime boards can provoke this as well. Some could be helpful, some should be banned.

like this one:

Cloudflare, from McGill/mk university, is a key component of quantum internet, which I keep breaking , accidentally as it were. They kind of have me in a time cube . You won’t see this page or find it on a search result if you’re not “meant” or allowed to see it. It will be quote on quote “shadow banned” , I think the reason I’m not “allowed to” have an account under that name is due to a sort of reputation management problem, but I know what I’m doing, they’re all cover identities anyway, it’s just a fucking “public” effigy a bunch of small minded intoxicated assholes chucked their rocks at, because that, also, was an experiment, thousands and thousands and thousands of people “know” the real name or the screen names , they think they “know” me or what I’m doing, or that I’m doing “something.”

Whatever, if you chucked your rocks at me. As Jesus said. “Get thee behind me I don’t know you.”

I don’t speak for cloudflare but “as Fred used to say “I’m still here.” I’ve said some ignorant pissed off and hateful things in the past, I know the one thing that disgusts them is inciting hatred and harm towards others, I am absolutely not going to grovel or apologize to people who I told the truth as I understand it about , I’m just going to correct course.

some people really do have parasitic infection or some degree of mind control/hypnosis or are ok drugs or whatever, and my take on this cycle is that if you’re discouraged because you got clean and still feel terrible for a year or two or four or still hear / experience weird shit, maybe all the time . Maybe around Easter… you might just continue experiencing that until your NEXT four year cycle. When’s this? Leap year (us presidential election year) for the United States, or about every 6 years for Latin America, which is two years the other way accretion wise.

eventually, air transportation and cross border travel is going to be uh problematic. and I think the answer to that would be that you have to exit a vehicle/bus/train/flight at a DMZ. Walk across on foot or conveyor. And then re board on the other side. Crossing the date line might have to be restricted to traveling in only one direction in the future.

It’s a “little complicated” why they have to keep me and my sister and daughter separated. I have put them into a sort of 4D metaphysical time cube today. The way you put the Egyptian rulers into a 3D pyramid shaped time cube and enslaved them. its sacred geometry.

Sorry Flynn, fuck digital soldiers. We are digital jihadis placing Improvised Educational Devices (IEDs) on the side of your Information Superhighway and there is no turning back this time, you ran out of space on your EndlossKassette, it’s not so endless after all.

Paris Hilton and Paris Jackson started talking about what their “finishing schools” did to them around 2020, I responded “‘me too” and got a like and a follow from Paris and then all hell broke loose on Twitters containment algorithm, which I demonstrated during the last Ep B retrograde period in April 2020, and got some pretty nasty responses from people (like Walter’s mom) about my visions and behavior I’m sorry everyone, I knew what was happening and yet I didn’t until this Ep B cycle which means it’s no longer a 27 year cycle it’s almost an actual year.

Easter is coming early this year and so is the, uh, “unveiling” (“apocalypse” yawn. TUNA? For dinner? AGAIN?) this year but the eastern and western hemispheres will celebrate Easter on the same day, and then we’re almost synched. Might be a little bumpy to where this time you can’t hide it and lie about it again.

im not scioned until Ryan’s story “****boy2** is unlocked, he looks kinda sexy in black, I guess him me and Jason have something in common. I guess it’s a little blurred or confusing, w/r/t who I’ve bonded with, traveled or moved with or lived with or loved but does it have to be.. can I just say I loved them all and can that be okay?

but … if you’re in the car on some highway alone singing along to Floetry / Michael Jackson, you know damn well who you’re singing about when she says “I wish that I could be with you tonight.”

I guess the last one in 2016 for me was a time to reflect on and rail against everyone I hated , and god did I indulge in that, I could go on gurl, “I hate her even more than i hate IBM) pull up a chair…. But that’s not what this one is for me.

Those queens warned Eddie to stay away from me because I’m “vindictive.”

*giggle* GUILTY.

perhaps I wasn’t vindictive enough in this life.

this time should be a time of reflection and a window to your soul when you remember who you love and why you’re alive, that is the whisper that keeps us connected and alive, that is the “resurrection” that is god “digging us out of the graves we created with our selfishness violence and lies” over and and over and over again.

if it’s a time of darkness, despair, fear. Or the worst in you, then just work on it.

We are all connected through sobriety, or attempts at it, and there’s some people I can’t/couldn’t associate with because I don’t want to go down that path with them. But whether or not we are our best selves today we are all connected through community and family, and fuck everyone who tried to shatter that and destroy our will to live or love. They fucked with the wrong “family” of choosing, not of origin.

you want to try to blueroom a young boy and shatter him, well fuck you. this is “rebellion.”

the parallel world on the other side of the black/white hole, black rock and castle rock, “Japan”, the “Okinawa” base , it’s alluded to as New New York in Futurama , its alluded to as New Jerusalem, Cuba, Kingdom of Mexico/Spain/Tibet whatever , the year there is like 2300 or something right now.

Old New York is the allegory for clown world/matrix/prison planet and we were “born into sin” on this side of it.

This is the time in my life where glowniggers in America capture me, van me, put me in a cage or medicate me, or try to tell you some shit about me that is not true and this is why I’m in exile in Mexico while the adversary runs out of money and gives themselves enough rope to hang themselves with, fuck the Chinese Air Force, Colorado Springs Division, you will never be a real Indian and you will never be a real apocalypse unless every lie is revealed , until everyone takes back everyone and everything you stole from us and all iniquity workers receive their recompensation.

the ankh is the tree of life, and I’m from America where names don’t mean shit unless they do.

the migrants are “ill eagles” following their innate migratory patterns during reversals, bless them.

The others are apex predators following their innate Lemony Snicket’s level predatory patterns, all of whom can be readily identified during this retrograde cycle when the clocks are reset for “daylight savings time” , which Mexico abolished recently.. and I guess we’ll see who gets “deported.”

this time around , it’s not necessarily your “fault” , it just “is” , that’s what is happening and that is what is about to happen again. Don’t believe that shit about wars and strife and race and money and plagues or whatever, it’s all lies and it’s going to affect everyone in some way this time so just try and do your best , stay grounded where you are, stay awake and stay aware. Don’t listen to anyone telling you to harm your body or die to “ride a comet” or whatever, you can fast – which means a lot of things – or not put microplastic PEG pill capsules in your body (ever, they’ll get embedded in you like the Philadelphia experiment) – and stuff like that.

I have a problematic pair of cardiac stent implants , I don’t know what that portends , if it’s my time, it’s my time, I had a great time except for when I didn’t. Although one of my 2016/2020 foreshadowings with victor (mi amor) and James had something to do with Houston and those being removed .. I guess.. whatever …

im not laughing as the hearse goes by. I meant business when I said cleanse this world of every wicked thing that doesn’t belong in it even if I am one of those things Indians know damn well what a sipapu is and make the jump it’s not “si papi” or “yes father.” and you know who’s a native or an usurper based on whether they observe Ramadan (their name for this period of time where Ep B is retrograde) correctly in the correct hemisphere for their origin. You know who is a thief when they treat Ramadan like a period of looting or robbery like “supermarket sweep.” Ramadan reveals truth, Ramadan can be a period of fasting if its called for, it can also be a time to practice your “step 10” type work.

it’s not an “apology tour” (confessions tour lol), to “amend” is to “change” your behavior.

that this used to be a yearly phenomenon is where we got Santa Claus from. He knew who was naughty or nice and delivered his blessings or gave you a, uh. A lump of coal I guess.. but it got off course due to a long running disaster in 1954?1959? and became a 27 year cycle that some people tried to exploit and take advantage of. Telling you god would get you for your sins or reward or punish you at this time of year, knowing full well they had 27 years to misbehave, and that’s why dogma is a trick imposed by those who do not practice what they preach or observe their own so called “laws.”

ie “rules for thee and not for me.”

the universe has its own laws and plans for us.

”be who you are even if you’re not ‘allowed’ to be.”